धुँआ ।

धुएँ के छल्लों में उड़ता बचपन ,चार छोटे भाइयों का पिता,मैं बड़ा हो गया हूँ। 

आँखें खोली और कंधे पे जिम्मेदारियाँ, डूबते अरमां,काले मंज़र ,इस धुएँ  में मैं भी धुंआ हो  गया हूँ। ये जलती बीड़ी ठंडा करती,शायद कुछ पल को भूल जाऊँ,रोटी तो मेरे नसीब में नहीं ,शायद इसी से भूखा सो जाऊँ। 

मैं और तुम !!!

मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

लिख दूँ या रहने दूँ ?
कह दूँ  या सहने दूँ ?

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

चीखूँ या मूक रहूँ ?
बाग़ी बनूँ या ढोंग रचता रहूँ ?

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

इतिहास बनूँ या सिर्फ रटता रहूँ ?
कुछ करूँ या सिर्फ तकता रहूँ ?

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

खोलूँ  आँखें या आँखें मूंदे चलता रहूँ ?
करूँ कोशिश जीने की,या मरते हुए जीता रहूँ ?

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

ज़हर भरे जाम,फेंकूं,या होठों से लगाये पीता रहूँ ?
बनूँ जो बनना है,या किसी का अक्स बनता रहूँ ?

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

लूँ एक मासूम किलकारी  फिर से,या एक लाश ढोता रहूँ ?
जागूँ और देखूँ फिर से ,या सिर्फ यूहीं सोता रहूँ ?

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ,

स्तब्द्ध हो निहारता एकटक,मैं पूर्णतः सुन्न सा हूँ!

मैं मैं कहाँ,मैं तो तुम सा हूँ ,
मैं फिर कश्मकश में गुम सा हूँ ।।

THE BATMAN RECIPE!!!

OK,before we start lets admit one thing,we all have that one inner desire to have magic powers,to be powerful beyond compare.we all have different tastes,we all find solace in different things,for example some peole like fairytales,some people like movies,some people like to read,and some just love superheroes.some of us wants to be superman,hulk,maybe to possess powers like hindu gods.i mean its just a human nature to get attracted to the impossible.and this is not just a comic book fans topic but actually true to our lives.

i have always been  fascinated by the BATMAN,because he is the closest we get to be a superhero and that too by remaining very very human.so lets just talk what makes batman,the batman,or how can one become a batman.

superman is an alien,he is not a human,and most of the other superheroes either possess godly powers or are just gods.so its invalid to talk about something that just cant be possible.thus,comes batman,a human being,broken into pieces,shattered,the dark knight as he is oftenly called with a story as dark as the dark night itself,a man with a horrified childhood,a man with a lost soul,an orphan,a man with billions of dollars yet so poor,a man who is simply damaged.a man full of revenge,a man full of vengeance,a man on a mission.a man with almost no emotions.a man who is living in a dead man's body.BATMAN gives ample of reasons to everyone to relate to him in one way or the other.we can look upon him when we are broken,when things are not going our way,when we are just lost.therefore,batman is just not a comic book fictional character,batman is hope to many.batman serves as the motivation,batman teaches us Fall seven times, stand up eight.

so,how can one become batman??what would be the toughest thing to become the batman.batman has mastery over hundreds of subjects,he knows 127 martial arts,he is at the peak of physical fitness,and most of all he has billions of dollars.and not to forget he has incorruptible determination,and the answers provided by most of the people THE WILL POWER.OK,IT IS TRUE that he has the will power,but is that enough??okay,we can get the money somehow,may be the physical fitness as well,and may be the will power too but i think that the most difficult thing would be to be just as selfless as batman is.

batman is the most powerful man and has the every mean and justification to take the revenge he wanted.there is one dialogue in schindler's list which sums it all "power is when we have every justification to kill-and we don't.i think,this would be the toughest thing,to rise above are inner demons,to rise above hate,to rise above revenge and still do the right thing just because it is right.

that what makes him special,he is a broken man yet he fixes others.we can all be batman even if we dont have all that money,that brain,that physical fitness,but just one quality-to rise above the wrong,to fight for the right,and learn to forgive.lets try to be the batman,and just imagine how cool it would be to say before doing anything impossible..."i can,i'm the batman."

MARRIAGE AND THE HYPOCRICY.

hi everyone,this is dr.vivek and this is my very first post.i have lived my entire life in this mysterious subcontinent,INDIA.
though its a beautiful country with culture,traditions,diversity,festivals and much much more but still there are things which baffles a thinking mind.

we all the people here gets ideologies inherited,we are trained in a certain way,and anything or anyone who even tries to go beyond that isnt treated very nicely.

its going to be a long long topic,so lets just try to be very precise.we talk about the rights,right to express,right to speech,right to this and right to that but when you actually think about it we are just puppets,even the very definition of right is just to please our masters.

and this question,which will never be concluded,which is better?the arrange marriage or the love marriage?i am not going to talk about that.i am going to talk about something that is the epitome of hypocricy in our culture.i mean the very foundation of a marriage should be love,that's it.these stupid people not just divide and label it but actually try to defend their cases.marriages in our society are just a compromise or a business or a mean to expand your political influence.

when i was a kid,we used to talk about girls and the girls used to talk about the hot boys,the girls had the dreams and when they reach the right age they are just compromised over an idea that might never materialise.a doctor should marry a doctor,an engineer should marry an engineer,we have a business empire so lets find someone as wealthy as ourselves and just try to expand our empires.this is bloody bullshit...the marriages are mere statement.

we have spent 2 crore on the marriage,we gave them a bmw,a mercedes,the bloody marriage is not about the car or the money but about the two actual people.and we just tend to forget the very basic thing.girls are married against their wishes,boys chicken out right at the moment,just to have a very very safe,calculated life,the life without struggles.in india the state of being very very comfortable is mistaken for being happy.actually the both are two very different states.

we talk about love,lord krishna,lord rama,but fails to implement those feelings when it actually matters.

just want to see the day when the marriage is actually a marriage and not just a trade fair.

lets just try to be little rebellious and bold,lets try to live for ourselves.we can do the business with many things lets just try not to be an object from those many things.